~~Live Your Life~~Break My Heart~~

Why does everybody can't keep just a teensy-weensy secret? Why do they keep spreading rumours? Do they think it's fun and actually enjoyably to destroy other people's friendship and reputation? No...they seem heartless.

What if?(keep your finger's crossed) SHE knew about the THING, Jamie and YF? Our friendship will end. It was just a list because I was mad that very day. Sometimes, I just feel(personally) I'm stupid enough to write that, OK? Are you trying to break my heart? But no, you can't destroy me. I'm going to live my life without any regrets or obstacles stopping me. So, if you really are the veritable "TRUE FRIENDS" I thought you were, you shouldn't tell HER.

So please make me this SIMPLE promise, okay?

Break My Heart

Watch Me Fall Apart You'll See

I'm Falling Apart Look What You're Doing To Me?

Some People Thought Their Heart Will Be Crushed Into The Ground

Everything Is Gone,

Happiness Is Hardly Found...

That was just a short little chorus of a song. No, I didn't write that by myself. I won't lie about that. I'm not like some people on here who are LIARS and claims that they wrote the poems or whatsoever themselves. Even though I know some really are writing it by themselves.

~~We Rock!~~Singapore Trip~~

Time passed oh so fast!! It's like last year I just got in to Kuen Cheng 2, now, we're all graduated.

Let's talk about my "wonderful" Singapore trip. Cough Cough.

First Stop: Singapore Zoo. Why are we in a friggin' zoo?! Isn't it stinky enough? I thought Malaysia has a zoo... I'd rather be in the Night Safari. Speaking of zoos, I hate the Tour Guide. All. Of. Them. Hehe. But we did take a lot of pics though.

The next day, we went to the Science Center. It's the biggest Science Center I have ever seen! It's huge and it's sooo fun! Oh yeah, 6c and 6s are like, rivals. But I couldn't care about it cause it's so S.T.U.P.I.D. Stop it!

And then, Sentosa Island. that's when the night mare begins. When we're in the lift in the Merlion place. Steven was like, "Charmaine, I guess that there are lots of fuckers in here."

OK!! If you want a fight, I don't care. Just zip it. Luckily, Min Xian defended us and said "Yea, you're one of them. " Woah. That was shocking but very 'wei da'

The fighting continues......until we apologize. I'm not really sure whether they REALLY forgive us but it's their problem. I just want it to stop.

Anyway, farewell, 6S/ I love you all! Good luck! Nice knowing you all! You all are great! Denise, don't cry!

To: 6S

We rock! We Rock!

Come as you are, you're a superstar,

World's in your pocket and you know it,

You can feel the beat, running through your feet,

Blablabla...lol

Anyway, We Rock!

~~We're All In This Together~~Graduation~~

Today was the BIG graduation day. I have to say, the graduation ceremony is kind of boring...SHE sang lol. Anyway, I'm not pissed or anything. I'm happy for her, I guess. I mean, why should I be mad at her? No point, I thought. I clapped, I smiled at her. I hope she thinks it was the congratz-you're-the-star-of-day smile I gave her. LOL. She sets a good example for being so brave to be on stage, I think. Unlike me, who is like, ultimately shy. Maybe, just maybe, I havent's break out of my shell yet, you know? It takes time, always. Things Happen For A Reason.

The whole world knows I'm a sucker when it comes to saying 'goodbye' This is a very, very strong word, I must say. Yep, you guessed it! I cried. Was it tears of joy that I was actually graduating or was it just plain ol' sad tears that me and my friends are separating. I really don't know.

See you next time, my dear friends! I'll miss you so!

~~Breakout!~~ What A Day!~~

wow...What. A. Day. I didn't expect it. It was unbelievable, impossible, even. I got full A's! When I told my mum, she was like "I knew already! I called your teacher like hour ago!" I was all shocked. Whoa. She actually called MY teacher?! I. Did. Not. See. That. Coming. LOLZ!

Anyway, Shuan, I'm really sorry!! You will 100 percent get A's in your PMR!!! You tried your best and that's all that matters! Please don't cry!! I hope all the best for you in your future.

As for YF, woah. I really admired that you are still happy with your results! I always like people who are cheerful and confident like you!

As for ZiEE: Congratz! You beat your sister. I am veeeeeeery proud of you! You completed your target! And I truly am happy for you

As for Zhisian: Glad you're happy!

Anyway, tomorrow will be my big graduation day. I'm gonna miss my friends...BIG time.

Byebye For now

~~TearDrops On My Guitar~~ImporTant Message~~

I heard her singing...for real! When she was singing, everybody(almost) from 6s stared at me and Phui Yeng or me...Yikes. I was like, "What?! What is the problem with you people?!" I could see Jamie and Wen Xuan laughing, Hmmm, I thought, were they laughing at me for being such an idiotic girl? Haizz... Jamie, BTW, I dun really understand your comment, lol. Anyway, back to the song. "My happy ending" Was it a good choice for her to sing that? Was it?

When we were back in class, everybody was like, saying bad stuff about her singing. I didn't say anything though. I can't judge her. For the rest of the band, they're okay.

OK, so, today I went to Mid Valley and I saw this book in Borders. It is called "Being Healthy is sexier than Chanel boots." Funny title, right? So, I thought no harm reading a few pages.

I flipped through a certain page, the main chapter was about "People cares about their image too much." They skipped meals, they go for surgeries. And there's this supermodel, she's like around 5 feet 9 inches, she was only 51 kg!!!! ARGH!!! Obviously, she's a bulimic. That is soo unhealthy... All because of these 'supermodels' everybody is doing the same thing. Almost 70% of America, mostly are females, are suffering from Bulimia. Stop it, people! Stop hurting yourselves! Be happy with who you are, everybody is unique in their own way, so why vomiting everything out you eat? Don't you know that it's pure sickness?!

Anyway. Song of the day is : Teardrops on My Guitar...

~~Parents Don't UnderStand...~~

So, like, today, we had this 'graduation lunch' thingy in my school canteen. As I thought, it sucks like hell. School food is one of the worst things in the entire universe, yes, I meant the milky way.

Today, I saw HER singing on stage. She was good, real good. I'm nothing compared to her. SHE was the reason why I lie on my bed, crying, doubting that I'll ever fulfill my longtime dream. I told my mum about it, guess what she said...

" You always compare yourself with other people just over all these stupid things. Why don't you learn to compare yourself in your studies? Stop dreaming already! This is reality."

It was heartbreaking to hear that. I felt stupid, hopeless. Why can't parents just understand that I want to make my dream a career out of it?! Why don't they just be supportive, like any other parent would be? Nooo...I'm stuck with them! I'm sick of it! BLEH!

I just hope everything will be alright after today

Pen off,
LeAnn

Goodnight and Goodbye...

All I wanna say is "Goodnight and Goodbye" This Friday is my big day, yep, you guessed it, graduation day. I bet it will be full of embraces, cheers, reliefs, kiss goodbyes and tearful goodbyes. So, I wanna say that I really really gonna miss all of my friends. We've been through a lot, the ups and the downs, life IS a bumpy road,isn't it? But with my friends, I can go through it without any worries, no sweat! Without all of you, I don't know how am I going to survive. You helped me, you betray me, next day, we're friends again. But it's okay, when you're happy, I'm happy. And that's all that matters to me.

Jamie- Thank you for always being there for me. My secrets are always safe with you.
ShuHuan- Thank you for believing in me. You taught me how to be confident, be happy
with who I am. Now, I'm happy just the way I am. Without you, my insecurities will
still be haunting me till this day.
Pyeng- Thank you for supporting me with everything I do. If it wasn't for you, I don't know
who can I share my love of music with.
Sonia- Thank you for not making me lonely all the time. I know how being the only child is like.
It's somehow boring, but with you, life isn't as boring as I think it is anymore.
ZhiSian- Thanks for always helping me. When I'm down, you always find a way to make me
happy again. Your smile never fails to brighten up my day.
ZiEe- I've known you for like, EVER. Your great sense of humour always make my day. Thankz.
JKai- Wow, you're an incredible person to be with. I feel so lucky to know you. Sometimes, you
even give me boy advice! LOL. Thank you for that.
Natalie Ng- You blow me away. You always add a bit of a twist in my life. Hey, teach me how to
trick people!! Wink!

And my fellow classmates, thank you for understanding me and covering me up when I'm in trouble.

I love you all, forever and always. Our bond together will never ever separate us, even though we'll be apart after graduation. You all are amazing individually. I admire your talents, your braveness, your brains, your beauty. Never change yourself, you all are great just the way you are, always have faith in yourself, without it, you'll never have a path.

So, goodnight and Goodbye. My dear friends.

Sickening Day(Literally)

Haizz...Guess what??? I'm sick!! Yippeee...Not. I was just absent in school for one day and there's big, major, giant news. Not good news, my friend, BAD news... BAD, BAD news. It was like this:

Nat and Min Xian 'accidentally' spilled(or something like that) paint on Jun Kai's shirt. And of course, he was mad. Anybody would be, right? So, Jun Kai, as expected, told his mother. His mother got like, soooo furious, so she called the teacher. And today, teacher scolded Yen Wei and Min Xian. And Yen Wei was angry, then she wrote a note, cursing Jun Kai like hell...Jun Kai got mad, again, showed teacher the note. Teacher, as annoying as usual, read the note to the whole class...ironic, huh?

Hope Yen Wei is okay!!